
Terumah 5785: On My Honor
Regular readers will know that the Boy Scouts were a big part of life in my family growing up. My grandfather became an Eagle Scout in 1924. My father, two older brothers and I were all Eagle Scouts too. It was through Scouting that I learned formative lessons about life and leadership, camping and hiking, citizenship and first aid.
But more than anything, I think Scouting helped instill in me a deep sense of duty and responsibility. “On my honor:” these are the opening words of the Scout Oath. Speaking them, an eleven-year old Tenderfoot is immediately confronted with a word that signifies an inner-directed sense of virtue. While honor can be related to shame, which has a significant public dimension, in Scouting as in life I learned that honor is ultimately much more a sense that springs from within, and that honorable people are those who don’t need others watching them in order to do the right thing.
That sensibility of honor animates the first of the twelve points of the Scout Law: “A Scout is trustworthy.” We might be able to trust someone because we know they are being held in check by other forces—the threat of consequences if they violate our trust, for instance. But genuine trust is the kind that emerges because we know someone to be honorable: We can have faith that they won’t abuse our trust, simply because to do so would be wrong.
Society cannot exist without trust, and law cannot really function without honor and virtue. Yes, the threat of punishment can keep bad actors in check. But, just as the Talmud recognizes the category of a naval b’reshut hatorah, one who acts within the law but is nonetheless a scoundrel, all legal systems ultimately require that those enforcing the laws, much less those obeying them, be honorable people.
Parashat Terumah opens with the stirring words of the Holy One to Moses: “Speak to the children of Israel and take for Me an offering—from every person whose heart is moved shall you take the offering to Me” (Ex. 25:2). Reflecting on why this Torah portion comes just after Parashat Mishpatim, which was focused so heavily on civil and criminal laws, Rabbi Baruch Halevi Epstein (1860-1941) suggests that the placement is intentional. “It is to teach you that only an offering of things acquired justly and legally are desirable by the Holy Blessed One. Not so for an offering acquired through robbery and extortion—these are unacceptable.”
We often look to these words about the stirring of the heart as the touchstone for our Torah of spiritual practice, and with good reason. We don’t want to perform rituals, or live our lives more generally, as automatons. Much of our teaching of Jewish spiritual practice reflects that: we often focus less on concepts like duty and obligation (some might even blanch a bit at them), and much more on voluntary action. From that perspective, Rabbi Esptein’s words might even strike us as superfluous: Do we really need to be reminded of the importance of living ethically and honorably?
And yet. Today, as much as ever, we live in a moment when all of us, individually and collectively, should expect honorable behavior of ourselves, of others, and of those we entrust to lead us. Yes, it should be a prerequisite for our practice—but it should also be its goal. If our spiritual practices aren’t leading us to greater ethical behavior, to a deeper sense of our own honor and dignity and that of every image of God, to higher levels of trustworthiness—then what are we doing? Put another way: If observance of the law without manifesting its spirit is rote performance, then isn’t observing the spirit without manifesting justice rote performance too?
Nine centuries ago, Rabbi Bachya ibn Pekuda titled his great work of Jewish ethics and spirituality Hovot Halevavot: Duties of the Heart. Then as now, our heartwork is a responsibility of our personhood—and it must be deeply interwoven with our efforts to live honorably, to be trustworthy, and to maintain a just society under the rule of law.